Freedom Files

This is my pursuit of freedom. I am a wife to the most amazing guy EVER!, mother of four, with a new one arriving in May. We homeschool, own a business, and love Jesus.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Attitude Adjustment

How many times have I required of Cole (I pick him simply because he's the oldest and I've done this the most with him) to quit whining, complaining, crying, whatever his manner of expressing his disgust about his particular situation, to adjust his attitude? Lately God has been arresting me about that very thing. I think sometimes as adults we often demand things of our children in areas that we ourselves struggle with, but we ignore His prodding to do what is necessary to improve.

For example, I have been stirred lately in pretty much every area of my life to work through things so that I can live freely. I realized that when it comes to my family, being home with my children, homeschooling them, serving my husband, etc. my attitude is yucky. Quite yucky. So lately I have been spending much time thinking and praying on this issue. I don't want to wish this time of my life away. Gosh it is already speeding by! So I am making some purposeful steps toward walking this part of my journey with God in a joyous, thankful, encouraging, uplifting state of heart. I am realistic - I know there will be days that are more difficult than others. But I also know that my attitude and responses can quickly change those things around.

God, I am making a conscious decision to walk the way of Christ in this. I want to honour You in all I do. I need Your strength and wisdom as I do this.

Did I mention that Ellie is now walking. As of yesterday. She did take a couple of steps about 3 wks ago, but she is taking a few at a time now, and laughing hysterically as she does.

Sidenote: Cole has just come upstairs (they've been tucked in bed for about an hour) to announce: Mom, I'm the quietest and Luke and Brett are the loudest. Aren't you glad I'm the quietest? At least he has no issues with recognizing good things in himself! ;)

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